Jewish Publication Society of America Version (JPS1917) - Psalms 88:15 >

(88-16) I am afflicted and at the point of death from my youth up; I have borne Thy terrors, I am distracted.

King James Version (KJV) - Psalms 88:15 >

I [am] afflicted and ready to die from [my] youth up: [while] I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.

Berean Study Bible (BSB) - Psalms 88:15 >

From my youth I was afflicted and near death. I have borne Your terrors; I am in despair.